Welcome to my first blog. Today was a first day for me. Today i took the first steps into a healthier mental health. I have discovered that I have been messed up since I was a child. Today I am going to become a healthier me.
My counselor strongly encouraged me to start writing again. I loved blogging but honestly a blog about my children and life just didn't fit the bill. I needed somewhere I could find the positive stuff about me. I am going to learn to find the moments of happiness in darkness. Today I begin to find peace with all the turmoil and sadness revolving in my head.
I am depressed. I am gentetically depressed. I was born to women who suffered from bipolar. I was terrified of this moment of when I could put a name to my condition. I feared hearing the words and now that I have I am on my first step to healing with this blog. Feel free to join this journey with me or don't. It's no longer about you. It's all about me and learning to find the light at the end of the tunnel.
My counselor strongly encouraged me to start writing again. I loved blogging but honestly a blog about my children and life just didn't fit the bill. I needed somewhere I could find the positive stuff about me. I am going to learn to find the moments of happiness in darkness. Today I begin to find peace with all the turmoil and sadness revolving in my head.
I am depressed. I am gentetically depressed. I was born to women who suffered from bipolar. I was terrified of this moment of when I could put a name to my condition. I feared hearing the words and now that I have I am on my first step to healing with this blog. Feel free to join this journey with me or don't. It's no longer about you. It's all about me and learning to find the light at the end of the tunnel.
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